Life as we know it

When you care enough to give people the very best of you and the care little to return the favour. Life as we know it is not fair, characterized by selfish, hypocrites and cruel people. Somehow I have learnt that a life spend making mistakes is better than a life spend doing nothing. I have made so many mistakes in my life that by now you'd think I have life's perfect formula. Being an undergrad living in a community where either people have made it in life or just want to portray that image that they have made it has become the order of the day. Drama queens are now a thing of the past as we have these now so called slay queens. They rule the social media and almost everyone whats to be them, be with them or so help me be acquaint with them. Trying to befriend a slay queen can you live you so broke you will not know what hit you, even with the same budget you used to use before they came along. At first I thought it was the change in this economy of ours that the inflation rate was too high. Then I saw so many people becoming less of who they were then I realized that while I am trying to fight inflation my biggest problem are these slay queens I've decided to associate myself with. From lunches in the fanciest restaurants to vacations in the most exotic but expensive places, somethings a normal person can not afford is what these slay queens consider nothing but a daily routine. And where do they get their finances might I ask? Because for as far as the eye can see not from parents or close relatives and they do not work, hence I wonder. I have never tried to ask but I can already imagine and I have conclusions of my own about everything. Life as we know it is not fair, as I get deeper into understanding it I've come to the realization that they treat me like a servant and because I'm so desperate to fit in when asked to jump I ask how high. I am so fun gone that I'm not sure if I can be redeemed. I have lost my ways of life which were pretty much simple and easy just so I can be recognized. To what end though, when do we say enough is enough, where do I draw the line..? Social media has become a home for them. However, as I dig deeper I find out that the lives they like to portray and thee lives they live in varsity are so different to the lives they live at home. They have become so engulfed by their lives on Instagram such that the life they live at home where their parents drag them to church every Sunday has been a thing of the past. Life as we know it is not fair, it does not give equal opportunities to every one and for one to climb the social ladder a lot of stripping is required. They will strip you off your dignity and to some extent even your morals. Money as they say is the route of all evil but for these slay queens its what give them status and they will do just about anything to acquire it. I have learnt they speak a different language from what the rest of us speak and are often quoted as saying :

                                     Dress Like Olivia
                                     Slay Like Bey
                                     Own Like Opprah
                                     Push Like Hilary
                                     Dedicate Like Sherryl
                                     & Age Like Taraji

But we all know that they might be able to do the first two the rest they can not.

It's All Because Of You

This is a feeling I can't explain, when words aren't enough. An angelic soul that walked in when life got tough, something happens in my heart each time I hear your name.

I've fallen so much for you that things will never be the same. And I know you so well cause we clicked from the start. Even from back then I knew our relationship would never part, but now we are something more which is nice, strong and sweet. I know now that in our relationship can ever go wrong.

We have our own fairy tale with a happy ending, except you and I are still at the beginning. We are so close that I know we will make it till forever. We are strong enough to jump any hurtle together.

During the joyous seasons my heart will still belong to you, as yours will be with me and we'll still be in love and true. I'm so in love with your body, personality and soul, it's all your qualities that day by day keeps me whole.

Because I'm so in love with you I trust you with everything. I'm comfortable in front of you and I'll do anything. If I ever were to lose you I don't know how I'd live each day, I'd miss your touch, your presence and every word you say.

Your everything captured my heart that long ago. The specialty and the qualities that I'll never let go, each time our lips connect and our hands touch it's sweet and magical. It's the beautiful feeling of knowing I love you so much that changes everything.

We share a love so beautiful and wonderful that will be passed on to our kids. It's so magical and admirable that no one could ever forbid. Whatever I do during the day you are always on my mind. Everything reminds me of you since our hearts are combined.

I cannot wait to be your wife, when I hear you say I do. The only guy I want to spend the rest of my life with is you, every minute of every hour your heart is still with mine. You are the torch that has let my light shine.

And where ever you go you'll take my  love with you. It's so big and enjoyable, respectful and true, I'll do anything for you to see you smile because each day of my life you've made it worth while.

The Journey Through Life..

When I was growing up, I always wanted to be a pilot. Then things changed I got to experience life as a teen then I figured I wanted to help people. What better way to help people than be a doctor. At the age of 13 my fate was sealed. Got screened to study sciences and I thought that was a start. However, as time passed I jus realized sciences were not my thing. I was only a bit better in chemistry and biology but my physics side was totally absent. Due to conflicts with teachers I almost stopped studying history which at this time I hadn't realized was going to help my career. Despite all the hardships I kept on pressing hard, I kept on putting a 120% in all that I did. I continued school and went on to form four but I was no longer sure what I wanted to do. My history test and exercise marks were very poor and I never for once got above 50%. However, when I wrote my ordinary level exam it then marked my fate. I had passed history but failed my science subjects and figured I could still help people by becoming a lawyer. I went on to lower six quiet sure that I was going to make it as a lawyer and I believed I was good in what I was studying. Truth be told my final results came as a shock, I had six points and that didn't help me be what I wanted to be. So I found myself studying Politics and Public Management at Midlands State University with the hope of doing a Masters Degree majoring in International Law.

That's my life but I never stop fighting for what's mine. I'll always reach for my goal and nothing can stop me from achieving it.

The struggle continues...

Kisses go by favour

I wake up to find myself in the headmatsers office , downing gown and holding a notice which states categorically that i now run the school. Staff and students are now under my rule . I call for an assembly and i make i speech , stating how all members of staff should teach . Institute the three day school week and no more school whne winter is at it’s peak . To all prefects who thought they would see me hanged , i will demote you quicker than a quick silver and reduce all to the lowest rank if not expulsion its God you should thank . To all elements which derive immerse pleasure from inflicting pain in their hours of leisure , i will sue you all for your hides and blood and make sure they get their just rewards . i will ban homework of any kind  nevermind  their school work will not lag behind . Breaktime the most  important part of a school day . We will  have it ‘s time trippled without delay . The language we speak is far too formal can we not have a dialet a bit out of normal like , ‘‘Yoh my man i scheme your lyrics are cool  . ’’ If anyone breaks my school rules then i was going to descent up then like a tonne of bricks .